How I wish I could express the love of this place, the feeling you get from just understanding His entire Love for everyone. My family just doesn't get it, it kills me. I want for them to experience this Love from the Savior that I feel. This knowledge of having the complete gospel in my life. There are so many choices that by having this gospel in my life have changed me. Changed my life, in a positive way. Forcing me into making very difficult decisions to help mold the person for who I am becoming. It's def. not easy, but it's totally worth every minute.
I would give anything for them just to know, to accept it. But all I can do is be the best example. Learn from my situation, grow from it. Accept where I'm at and know this is where I'm suppose to be, and truly learn to love it, this is Me.
I've been going through a lot of stress with regards to family, school, friends, rooommates, dumb boys... haha. All in all it's just another one of those hurdles in life that we have to jump. I know I will push through this, just gotta keep my head up. My nose clean. Know who I am. "Just Do It!"
I just found your blog! Sweetness! So, I'm glad that you are loving BYU-Idaho. All your fun experiences make me smile and remind me of how much fun I had. It's a special place. We miss you, but not enough to have you move back :) Stay there, work hard, but we can still miss your face.
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